Friday, July 15, 2011

Eagerly Awaiting Tomorrow!

Well I have actually managed to avoid Dr. Googling anything since Wednesday and I have to say I am feeling better about my really high Beta results. I really appreciated knowing that some other blogging friends have had high betas and that they ended up having healthy pregnancies. I would be really happy if my high beta just means multiples! I am going in tomorrow at 8am and the clinic will call back with my results by 2pm. I am praying for my beta to be at least 1800 so I know that everything is okay. I am so excited but still a bit nervous. I just want everything to be okay and for this to be actually happening. I want to be able to breath and to be able to say out loud "I am pregnant". No sweeter words will have ever be spoken!
As far as symptoms, I am no longer having an cramping. My upset stomach is gone, my boobs don't hurt and the only thing resembling a pregnancy symptom is I still have a headache. You know me I am worried when I have symptoms and equally as worried when I don't. My mind keeps telling me that I should still feel bloated and that if my hcg hormone is increasing I should have more symptoms but my heart says just believe you are pregnant and everything will be okay. I actually haven't even been peeing on a stick. I figure all I will be doing now is worrying over the line getting darker. My line from the beginning was super dark and I don't want to worry if it gets any lighter so I figured I just would refrain from POAS. Plus I figure with my level being so high on Wed it would register as pregnant regardless of what was going on inside of me.
Please wish me luck tomorrow and I will be channeling all of your positive thoughts. Thanks again for your support!

11 comments:

  1. All my positive thoughts are going your way!! Can't wait to hear tomorrow's results, I'm thinking twins!

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  2. Wishing you amazing beta numbers!!! So happy for you - this is your time!!!

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  3. I totally understand the worrying about having symptoms and not having them. For this pregnancy, I really had very few symptoms. No sickness whatsoever. In retrospect, an odd metallic taste in my mouth might have been a symptom, but it just made me want to put more food in my mouth to make it go away!

    Anyhow, hold on tight!! It is still likely to be a bit of a rollercoaster over the next few weeks even with a good pregnancy. And I'm crossing all my fingers and toes that you've got a keeper (or two!) here. Take care!

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  4. I am feeling the same way...good hcg but hardly any symptoms. I'll tell you what everyone keeps telling me: everyone is different! Your "symptoms" might not show up until week 7, 8, 9, or 10! Who cares! All you need is that glorious beta and you're good to go!!!

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  5. Hoping for an awesome beta!

    My morning sickness didn't kick in full force until 7 weeks, then lasted til 16-17 weeks both times....it was not fun, but reassuring.

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  6. Good luck! I had headaches for the entire 1st trimester... lots of tylenol!

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  7. Everything will be okay! I know it! I don't have many symptoms and I am taking it as my own good luck. It does no one good to worry. Just keep as calm as possible!

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  8. hoping and praying for a great beta tomorrow!!
    best of luck

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  9. I'm definitely sending positive vibes... I'm glad you were able to stop googling! I had AWFUL morning sickness but nothing started until about 5.5 weeks- around my first ultrasound.

    And I'm def thinking more than one in there...won't guess as to how many though! :)

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