Well I have actually managed to avoid Dr. Googling anything since Wednesday and I have to say I am feeling better about my really high Beta results. I really appreciated knowing that some other blogging friends have had high betas and that they ended up having healthy pregnancies. I would be really happy if my high beta just means multiples! I am going in tomorrow at 8am and the clinic will call back with my results by 2pm. I am praying for my beta to be at least 1800 so I know that everything is okay. I am so excited but still a bit nervous. I just want everything to be okay and for this to be actually happening. I want to be able to breath and to be able to say out loud "I am pregnant". No sweeter words will have ever be spoken!
As far as symptoms, I am no longer having an cramping. My upset stomach is gone, my boobs don't hurt and the only thing resembling a pregnancy symptom is I still have a headache. You know me I am worried when I have symptoms and equally as worried when I don't. My mind keeps telling me that I should still feel bloated and that if my hcg hormone is increasing I should have more symptoms but my heart says just believe you are pregnant and everything will be okay. I actually haven't even been peeing on a stick. I figure all I will be doing now is worrying over the line getting darker. My line from the beginning was super dark and I don't want to worry if it gets any lighter so I figured I just would refrain from POAS. Plus I figure with my level being so high on Wed it would register as pregnant regardless of what was going on inside of me.
Please wish me luck tomorrow and I will be channeling all of your positive thoughts. Thanks again for your support!