So I haven't had a doctors appointment in a week and a half and I am going through withdrawl. I have nothing to obsess about other than an up coming follow up regarding my lapscopic. The thing that is driving me the most crazy is we don't seem to have a plan of action right now. I hate this wait and see approach. After going through what seems like every procedure known to man the fact that there are no more "investigations" left to do leaves me feeling hopeless. The HSG (which had me in tears) seemed to show that my tubes aren't blocked, the sonogram (another painful procedure) didn't show any abnormalities on my uterus, and my follicles seemed to mature properly (is that the right terminology?). Plus my blood work and harmone levels didn't indicate any abnormalities. So wtf is the problem??? Could it just be my damaged eggs as a result of my multiple recurring endometriomas that formed on both ovaries. Can anything be done if it is just a problem with bad/stale eggs? Why don't we have a plan of attack?
Once upon a time the doctor spoke of Clom*id. Does this help egg quality? Was the endometrosis that was just burnt off stopping me from getting pregnant? Does anyone have insight about what the next step usually is???? At what point do we start talking IVF?
I hate that 35 seems to be the magic age where conception is directly reduced based on age. What could possibly happen in the next 7 months that will make it even harder to get that illusive BFP.