Well our trip is going well and as to be expected it has had some ups and downs. The major down in the weather. What happened to sunny California? We always seem to take trips when news breaking weather occurs. We have experienced lots of road closures due to flooding and landslides. My heart goes out to all of the people who have damaged homes and buisnesses due to the high volume of rain. Today is the first sunny day we have had all week and it is about time. We are in Vegas and I love this city. Tonight we are going to see the cirq show "love" and we are hitting a prime rib/seafood buffet. I am just in our hotel taking a nap while hubby stakes out the hot black jack tables for tonight.
I am not sure where my fertility journey is going to take me but I feel like my quest to get pregnant is pushed to the back of my head for the first time in 3 years. The only thing that seems to pop into my head occasionally is a fear that there is something wrong with my uterus. I continue to have pain in my cervix and I just hate the idea that we had two "perfect" embryos and they didn't manage to stick. Maybe that is my problem. What is my uterus just can't hold on to an embryo.
Anyways, Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas! Hopefully I will have renewed strength and the ability to continue on the rollercoaster of infertility.
Amen to that last statement. I am at the same with IF. If we stick together and lean on those around us, maybe we can find the strength to continue in the upcoming months.
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas and enjoy Vegas!!!
I am so glad you are having fun!
ReplyDeleteEnjoy the rest of your trip!
Glad you're having fun! Vegas sounds great right about now. Hope you win big!! =)
ReplyDeletehoping that this trip is just what you need for renewal. Wishing you happy holidays and a wonderful new year....
ReplyDeleteIm so glad that you are having a wonderful time! Merry Christmas and I hope 2011 brings you many blessings!!!
ReplyDeleteIt rained the first 3 days for us in Vegas...YUCK! Hopefully you have beautiful weather!! I hope your vacation is very relaxing and refreshing!
ReplyDeleteI hear ya! I think it is totally normal to want to know WHY it didn't work. After every failure, I went into this crazy research mode. All I can say is follow your gut. Sometimes we make ourselves crazy thinking up false stuff, but in general your intuition is not something to minimize. I am so glad you are having a good trip and I hope the weather gets better!
ReplyDeleteHope your trip is going very well! I hope you have renewed hope when you come back. I don't get the "2 perfect embryos - no pregnancy" thing either...
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