Throughout my life I have had times of extreme isoloation. I don't pick up the phone, I don't return phone calls or emails and I avoid human contact as much as possible. Of course I go to work all day but that is where my social interaction stops. I don't do dinners out, and I avoid family interactions. I even peek out the curtains to make sure my neighbors aren't around when I have to go out to run errands. I am currently in one of these times in my life. I am overly emotional and I just feel sorry for myself. I feel like I am living in a nightmare and I having a constant pity party for myself. I am even starting to push hubby out. Last week I was so mad at him over literally nothing that I refused to talk to him for almost a week. Luckily hubby is thick skinned and just ignores my ridiculousness. He insists we continue to do things and sticks by my side. He refuses for us to even watch t.v in seperate rooms and will even watch The Real Housewives with me in order to be together. He works a lot so when he is home he is adament that we hang out together. Thank god for that because I could just stay curled up in a ball hidden under blankets for my entire weekend without any human contact. I was so bummed this week that I didn't even have the energy to check my favourite blogs.
Today I checked my blog for the first time all week and it felt great to have 4 comments from ladies who are going/ or have gone through the same feelings I am dealing with. I really appreciate the feedback and it makes me feel better to know that I am not completely crazy.
Tonight I am going to see the A-Team with the hubby and I will do my best not to eat the entire large bag of popcorn to myself. Last month hubby enrolled us in the local Good Life Gym and I have been once...I just can't get myself motivated!!!